How do you start explaining a life that you don't understand yourself? How do you explain the person you've become when the past flew by so quickly without a thought? It is official. For everyone that must know, know this... I am completely and utterly in love with the most wonderful man in the world. It's completely hysterical for me to look back on my past relationships and worries, and realize that the doors of that part of my life are completely closed with deadbolts on the doors. I am so completely enthralled with my relationship with him that he has done the unexpected... begin to heal the broken girl and to mend my dreams along with it. He doesn't even know that, we rarely speak of those left better unmentioned. There is no need to expound upon the past or to reflect. When I am with him, my mind is on one thing and one thing alone... the future. I've never known someone that could bring out my crazy, funny side and also my serious, spiritual side at the same time. Balance is what I've been searching for and balance is exactly what I got! It's true that if you wait for the right one and quit trying to mold someone into that perfect someone, that he will find you. He does not need any refining, does not need any changing, he is perfect. Absolutely perfect.
A good friend whom I respect very much told me lately, "It's funny how everything else just isn't as important as before, when you've met someone." That was of course re-stated, but the thought stayed with me. The little things in life seem little and the big things are just momentary, because you know that he is going to be right there to hold you and tell you everything will be absolutely okay and mean it. Does it ever seem like you have traveled down roads in your life, that led you to so many different destinations. You would think to yourself, is this the one? And in your heart you knew it wasn't, but you had nothing to compare it to, so you doubted your conscience. Or it's like a road that led you straight to someone that seemed so perfect for a while, but then hurt you deeply and you wonder if you could ever trust someone again? But amazingly, what I have found is that there is only one road in life and it leads straight to you... Am I completely gushing? Because I feel like it and I have no apology... :)
For all the women that are in between relationships, for the ones who have felt that deep burning for the right one in their heart, and for the ones who have been deeply hurt by the not so right one, know this... he is there. He really is, so unexpectedly, so surprisingly, and so beautifully there. Hopefully it will be the exact person, the one you have waited so patiently for, and the timing will be right. Please stay tuned... there will be updates...
